a star comforted by nostalgia ヤ！

 Hello! Angelene here! I go by “Eiri” at times since I like the name, but most people call me “Angeh.” to be honest, I don’t really know how to describe myself. I asked my friends and they told me I’m witty, and that I have a good mindset. They also said that I have a way with words that makes them feel more gentle. I don’t really get how they find those in me, but I’m still grateful that they see something good in me. If there’s one thing I’m sure about myself, is that I have an addiction for nostalgia, and I really like the stars! 

Blame my Zodiac moon sign (which is cancer, by the way) but memories are something that I’ll never let go of, even if I might not like them anymore, or if the people I shared those memories with have already left my life -- even the most mundane memories is something I’ll never let go. There is something about nostalgia that is so comforting, like a hug during rainy days, or a lonely star accompanying you at night. Speaking about stars, I have a cat named star! He’s currently sitting right beside me while I write this. To everyone reading, I’d like you to say hi to star, you might not see him, but he feels your presence. I share a name with a talented singer, but oddly enough, I can’t sing! I am tone deaf... Maybe in this timeline, only one Angelene Quinto can sing, and that’s definitely not me. I am in tenth grade already, about to move up to Senior high. Some might say that I am an “englishera” but you can’t blame me, the people who took care of me when I was a child were good English speakers. It’s sad that those who took care of me, practically raising me, won’t be able to see me move up and graduate since they are already one with the stars, looking after me. I have a lot of hobbies and interests, they might be the reason for my (many) burnouts but hey, as long as I’m happy with what I’m doing then burnouts are still tolerable. I like kpop! I like the group named “Loona” since they have their own storyline and lore, it’s what interests me most. I also like playing the game “genshin impact” though it stresses me out most since it is a gacha game, I have fun playing with my friends! Honestly, I’d like to be a writer when I grow up, but it seems impossible. I’d also want to be a lawyer since a lot has told me that I’m good at debating (my social anxiety won’t stop me from proving my point!) but my parents won’t allow it. I don’t know what I want to be, but when I die, I want to be one of the stars up in the sky. 

Okay, so while re-reading this, I thought I might have overshared a bit. I’m quite an oversharer! Asides from that, I see myself as a star amongst the darkness of the night. Embraced by the warmth of memories, and comforted by the thought of nostalgia. Even though it’s just a fleeting moment of warmth, the memories I shared with you all will light a flame in my heart that will keep me going. This has been Angelene, and I hope you think of me when you see a lone star!